i find myself breaking my ownrules over and over again. it is now 1.14 am and my eyes still widely open. my head can’t stop thingking what has happened over the week. the thought to reform things is stuck in my head. i need a better strategy to implement those thought. and it should start from yourself. and i have to always keep in my mind that “i just do what i want to do” (i still can’t though) .. maybe it is time to change where i ‘sit’ and how i ‘look’ things. after all… it is about myself.
this month supposed to be the month of joy, festivity, fun, and cheerfulness. and i found out lately, YOU have the luxury of owning all decision related to your life, whether it’s just simply about relationship, work, friends, even for your new hobby and everything.
do whatever you want to do
that sentence came out from someone who just find his own new happiness. after knowing him from almost two years, that sentence finally came out from him. you know, when almost of the fun i tried to do is for someone, or every decision i made always take that someone into consideration finally that sentence, straightforwardly, came to my face.
after all it is a waste of time that you try to consider someone else, when he/she/them don’t/doesn’t.
just enjoy life.
xx, have a gorgeously joyful weekend lover
